CFUW 108 TEAM POST

[lagunarok]

So I guess we gotta do this again...

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[bookoverflowers]

[sighs and moves away again]

But that's not what I am. Especially now.

[lagunarok]

*:/*

Right, I know, but.....

*siiiigh conflicting feelings are confusing and frustrating*

[bookoverflowers]

Do you know? What you feel, I feel more of it. This isn't as easy as you want to make it.

[lagunarok]

*noooo idea what to say at that, this sort of thing is not my forte at all...*

[bookoverflowers]

[just going to curl up and be silently miserable]

[lagunarok]

*..... D: w-what this is pinging me in BOTH ends of the spectrum here now, reaching out to*

[bookoverflowers]

[doesn't really react to being touched]

[lagunarok]

*siiigh, just pulling you into a hug, then. is better at expressing feelings nonverbally, anyway*

[bookoverflowers]

[really needs a hug, yeah. doesn't hold on at all at first, but his grip tightens slowly]

[lagunarok]

*yeah you're getting hugged pretty tightly. not too much so, but obviously not just about to let go easily*

[bookoverflowers]

[man having feelings sucks. isn't going anywhere particularly soon]

[lagunarok]

*take as long as you like, is in no hurry*

[bookoverflowers]

[is still for some time, before tilting his head up and kissing laguna firmly on the mouth. it's neither tentative nor demanding, more like a statement of what is]

[lagunarok]

*--was not expecting that, and between being caught by surprise and conflicting instincts doesn't immediately respond... but doesn't pull away, either*

[bookoverflowers]

[isn't going to stop then]

[lagunarok]

*and now we're starting to have something of a dilemma, with one set of instincts compelling him to respond in kind, while another insists on resisting. though all things considered, the feelings form the bond seem to be winning, at least for the moment*

[bookoverflowers]

[response, yay! needs this, really badly. it's the rejection that he's afraid of, and laguna is probably close enough to tell that through the bond]

[lagunarok]

*a part of him feels really guilty about all this, but the combination of the bond and wanting to make things better is overruling that for now*

[bookoverflowers]

[at least he's a good kisser?]

[lagunarok]

*...it's hard to say whether that makes the situation better or worse, really >_>*

[bookoverflowers]

[well, you have until next time to mull that over. pulling away slightly and looking at him]

[lagunarok]

*doesn't seem to have much to say just now, still trying to sort out his thoughts on what just happened, really. still holding on though, although his grip's probably loosened a bit while his attention was diverted*

[bookoverflowers]

[will give him a few minutes to think. but he's getting forehead-tapped if it goes on too long]

[lagunarok]

*hey now no one said anything about me being expected to say something! :<*

H-hey, what's that for...

[bookoverflowers]

[almost laughs and then kisses him lightly again]

You wandered off.